I hope this weekend goes well....i couldnt help to get the feeling that ben is upset with me about something....he's not his usual chiper self after i found out that D died alls i wanted was a day of mindless fun! lol im really counting on this to keep my spirits up! I know it will be fine...but i think he wishes that i could stay with him all weekend, andgo pick up his sister with him on sunday...but i gots to go to a family dinner with my satan step mother and asshole father..the only reason im not making a big deal about it is that my cous is comming home and his wife and him just had a baby....well HERES TO A GOOD WEEKEND!